Moving on...

please find me @:

http://bj-jci-ms.blogspot.com/

It's the final count down...

HmMm sorry guys, it's been awhile since I'd last updated...
Had been really tied up with all the transition process and all the farewell gatherings...

Very soon... this blog will be put to a close and I'll be missing every bits...
Time to move on and hope I wouldn't drown in the South China Sea...

Sleepless nights @ Singapore

...
Haven't been getting enough sleep, don't even need to talk about quality sleep...
Maybe too much things floating in mind...
*Bird Brian Overload*

Well, if you have been following my facebook, you'll know hat I'm going through critical decision making process, once again...
However, this time I'm not going to hesitate and miss the opportunity...

It's de facto, internally, that late nights thought processing is bad for sleep...
My external environment isn't helping much either...
Air-con was down during the most stuffy days, and mom waking up in the middle of the night watching T.V.

I can't take these much more... time to move on...
*Decision Made*

...C'est la Vie...

kopi anyone?

Having kopi alone now...
Kopi anyone?

C'est la Vie

Things aren't really smooth...
It's hard and getting harder...

I guess, I was and am never comfortable to allow the external (surroundings) to determine my outcome... I'm always the aggressive type and not passive...
It's time to learn...

Let nature take it's course...

I'm just leaving everything to the people around me, people who cares...
Giving faith that things will turn out to my best interests...
Also cutting myself some slack...

Thou Shalt See...

Down with flu...

Have been down with flu since Last Friday...
Was thinking I got better... apparently not...
It's Friday again, yet my head is sooooo heavy...

I swear it would have rolled off if my hands were supporting them...
*Drama - mama*

Need a good rest over the weekend?

Keeping strong and holding personal beliefs...

Many things happened lately...
I'm trying hard to do things the usually way; the right way; my way, anyway you wanna call it... However, things just aren't working out...

Reality often sucks... Truths often hurts...
Holding the fort for the Rights is so tiring...

I can't believe why people can believe the wildest rubbish...
I guess they just chose to believe the most convenient "Right"...

Having doubts of being Mr. Nice...

Maybe I should join the dark side...
(I know I can better than them)

KLD Bento

RockZzZzZz...

Watched "Departure" recently...
Was under the false impression that it was a scary movie... what a let down...

Well, but it was still a good movie...
There was story about how ancient people communicated using rocks given the absence of words...
The feelings were communicated but the touch and weight of the rocks...

I know I have a couple rocks with me when I die...
Just wondering if anyone will be holding my rocks with they leave...

:<

Feeling good...

Was feeling not so good...

down with flu to be exact...
recovering slowly but surely...

taken for granted

so sick and tired of being taken for granted by everyone... Getting really tired...

an example would be the money ppl owed me... If you wanna return just return, if not just tell me that you don't have the money and no intention to return.... So sick to be hanging on a thread...

Really pissed...