Near Accident

Was late for work this morning again...

Got really pissed with the traffic users this morning... they are really taking their own sweet time, not always a good thing, and not following the traffic rules & regulations~!

I almost with an accident... sighzzz

What a day..... some more it's freaking cold today~!

My New Ride M3

This is what kept me going...

故天将降大任于是人也，必先苦其心志，劳其筋骨，饿其体肤，空乏其身，行拂乱其所为，所以动心忍性，曾益其所不能。

Author 孟子

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舜发于畎亩之中，傅说举于版筑之中，胶鬲举于鱼盐之中，管夷吾举于士，孙叔敖举于海，百里奚举于市。故天将降大任于是人也，必先苦其心志，劳其筋骨，饿其体肤，空乏其身，行拂乱其所为，所以动心忍性，曾益其所不能。
人恒过，然后能改；困于心，衡于虑，而后作；征于色，发于声，而后喻。入则无法家拂士，出则无敌国外患者，国恒亡。

Mon K' ... ...

Wanted to head down to Bean to do my few reports ovr the weekend...

To my surprise, this is what I saw when I was about to drive off...

Happy Chinese New Year~!

It wasn't that good a an evening last night, but always start a day feeling fresh...

Great morning... the sun was bright, the roads were smooth... I love the glare in my eyes... slightly cold weather for my comfort...

Things weren't exactly comfortable in office recently as well... watching people come and go, the turnover is way beyond norm (personal thinking)...
Nothing wrong... but just when everything was starting to be on track...
Not that this affect my work, I believe I'm still performing regradless of my many other problems, but it does dampen the mood and working environment...

Guess the market was just too good... or?
hMmMm...

Blogging now while waiting for the pictures of my k' to be in from TC... putting her up for sale... really no choice... but she gotta go... just when... when the price is right...

No matter what, it's CHINESE NEW YEAR... hahahaha I'm not that excited but I think i should be... :)

Oh ya... thanks everyone, but I'd just be rejected by the Japan Em... :)

Moving Forward...

Had been trying to do a reality check on myself before taking the next step moving forward...

Come to understand that given my lack of family support etc and my below average childhood... I had to fight for every bits that I hold now, and overly protective on everything...

Like every late bloomers, I am eager to make up lost time, working doubly hard trying to be on par with the rest of my peers...

Then it dawned upon me that I'm like a frog climbing up and wet cliff... I'm heading no where... to make it worst, the moment I stop trying, I'll fall back down...

I'm really tired and would love to take a break from all the work and efforts, but I could never let the efforts of all these years go... and would I ever be able be back on track?

I wonder...

Looking at my frens who led a willful teen age, they are able to catch up with sheer determination and family support... I guess I'm not as lucky...

So what should my next step be....