Tried / Tired / re-Tired

Relating to one of my earlier posting... had been really working my ass to get things running in my life...
At times, I wonder if I'm the impatient guy who can't get wait for mother nature to work her magic... Nope, it wasn't the case for me... once I stop trying I fall way back...

Anyway I'd really TRIED making the best out of everything I do...
And now, I'm really TIRED of doing all the things I did...
At last, I am going to RETIRED from everything around me...

Don't why people around me don't get it...
I have pretty high threshold for all sorts of shit, due to my past ordeals...
but that it not fair to treat me as a ready to use public toilet...

Flushing all the shit into me... I accept it cause I empathise...
Still, please stop throwing shit at me...

Thank you...