RockZzZzZz...

Watched "Departure" recently...
Was under the false impression that it was a scary movie... what a let down...

Well, but it was still a good movie...
There was story about how ancient people communicated using rocks given the absence of words...
The feelings were communicated but the touch and weight of the rocks...

I know I have a couple rocks with me when I die...
Just wondering if anyone will be holding my rocks with they leave...

:<

Feeling good...

Was feeling not so good...

down with flu to be exact...
recovering slowly but surely...

taken for granted

so sick and tired of being taken for granted by everyone... Getting really tired...

an example would be the money ppl owed me... If you wanna return just return, if not just tell me that you don't have the money and no intention to return.... So sick to be hanging on a thread...

Really pissed...

Updates~!

hMm it's been awhile since I'd blog...
But lately, I'd realised that there are a number of persons who read my blog...

:P

Anyway things haven't been good but I can't complaint...

Just feeling worn out lately... heehee...

Gotta plan for a vacation soon... Muahhahahahha...

Living the life...

Had been visiting the doctor again...
hate this feelings... have to stop my jogging routine again... so sad...

Work has slowed down quite a bit...
Good and bad...

It's a good time to regroup and reorganise myself...
Lot to do... getting back bit by bit...

Bad since there is no more job security and market isn't exactly looking that good...

hMmMm.. i wonder...

Where has the Sun gone to...

Feeling pretty contented recently... life is simple and no complains...

Really enjoy the simple things in life...

Talking about the simple things...
Everyone knows I love the Sun... lately it has been sooo windy and cloudy...

Where is my Sun? *Hump*

2009 will be a better year...

Well, so far so good...

Lot of small tiny problems here and there, but I'll not let that cloud my vision...
A lucky thing happened yesterday... I found my long lost stylus hahaha...
Hope it is a good sign ahead...

YahOoOoOooOoOo...

A great x-mas card...

Really late posting but really have to post this...
Got a card from Robert... yes, a Xmas card in January... hahaha
The gift is okay, but the card is touching...

Well, all I can say is that I'd done it...
I'd manage to work myself to the "best employee for the year"...

People who read my old facebook profile will understand why this is meaningful to me...

LOL... :)

Year-End Party...

A picture speaks a thousand words...

I feel (not so) good...

I SoOoOo low in morale...

Have a strong sense of "du-lan" to the extend of a lost of direction...
This has been affect my day to day performance... knowing this had been trying to resolve this...

After much understanding, I'd realised that my "du-lan-ness" was and is due to the prolong and perpetual period of being taken for granted... in all aspects of life...

People who know me will know I tend to be taken advantage and I'm okay with that...
However, I realised that when putting much efforts to be "taken advantage", I really expect some form of appreciation...

An example will be my efforts to innovate and better cross department workflow...
As I'm falling sick lately, I'd requested support to be given and started pushing back to the individual department... since I'd already established a comprehensive process...
Yet, it back fire on me... turn out this IS part of my work... crazy.. when the freaking head of department don't even remember who am I...
Am I that dumb?

The same goes for the relocation / promotion / salary revision that was promise that never happened...

Many other things, other than work, like organising holiday trip or gathering etc...
Just felt very imbalance to see how much I'd put in when others don't...
Even worst, they don't even care... when confronted... it seems to had became my JOB...

Why am I making so much efforts and energy into what seems my JOB (actually not) and losing my own stuffs?
How can I balance my life, wants & desires, people I care & work?
My work is still my pride, friends & family is what I hold close... but are they worth my suffering???

New Hair Cut

Not really new hair cut but lazy to post it... :)